January 2010
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oui
Exams are done - yipee! :} They were easy-peasy, although some of the math questions I blanked out on. Oh, but I’m so excited for my next semester! I have science and english! Those are so funn n__n <3 Plus, my free phone upgrade came in. It’s an LG GR500R, in blue. It’s really nice, although I sort of dislike the touch screen. Oh well. Not like I’ll be on it...
Jan 29th
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fuck
rrutger: i wish aMSN didn’t show when people close the window, a lot of times when i just say ‘hi’ i see that happen. it’s so depressing. i feel like an annoying ass.  If it makes you feel better, I close the window many times just because I don’t want to chat with anyone because I’m like that. Maybe I should be going ‘offline’ but watevs. And those people are douches...
Jan 29th
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rutger
yoyoyoyoyo give me your msn? 8D
Jan 28th
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Jan 28th
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love?
I want to love someone so much that it hurts when you can’t see them; even just for a second. I want to love someone so much that you don’t care about them seeing you with bedhead or without makeup or without pretty clothing. I want to love someone, and no matter how crazy it sounds, so much that you think that taking a bullet for them is nothing to you, that if anything happens to...
Jan 26th
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Cn
winterteeth: intoyourear: So I haven’t been on there for a while :x Where’s the fucking forum? ;( I went there and there’s that photo LOL :c the site is supposed to be up today. they’re kinda finishing up so we have to wait a bit. Is the forum going to stay? Great though! But just when exams start it’s ready…..
Jan 25th
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Cn
So I haven’t been on there for a while :x Where’s the fucking forum? ;( I went there and there’s that photo LOL :c
Jan 24th
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Jan 24th
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HANDS
rrutger: intoyourear: rrutger: intoyourear: I have a fetish for them :c haha, in what way? “Oh man, did you see his nice eyes…and hands? They were so nice and tan and mhmm!” “No…no I didn’t.” Conversations usually go like this with my friends about guys LOL lol shit my hands are always superdry and because i type too fast they’re fucking cold Pfttt I’ve never seen your hands...
Jan 24th
HANDS
rrutger: intoyourear: I have a fetish for them :c haha, in what way? “Oh man, did you see his nice eyes…and hands? They were so nice and tan and mhmm!” “No…no I didn’t.” Conversations usually go like this with my friends about guys LOL
Jan 24th
HANDS
I have a fetish for them :c
Jan 24th
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Jan 24th
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I hate thisss
I know there’s something more than all these stupid people, the earth, this society that takes everything for granted and feels that nothing, that nothing is better than the thrill of running through a short life like it was a race ( you win or you lose ), and I wish that all I could do was walk slowly, look at every detail, fly away, leave, be gone from this stupid place we call home and just...
Jan 23rd
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Jan 21st
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All I want to do is breathe (the love) /In;out \Out;in It isn’t a possibility (anymore) You’ve used up all the O now - I’m suffocating
Jan 21st
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“You know, it’s like incest to ‘fuck yourself’ over.”
– Epik High
Jan 20th
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“I have a dream”
– Martin Luther King Jr.
Jan 19th
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Because
Imagine; Waking to your lover’s call admist a dreary morn Something you see, rather forlorn A hat tossed on it’s side And you think. Will time abide And love and touch your face Forever he is there? And when he’s gone, will you fall apart and grow and tear Off that young skin, to reveal A true self: your wrinkled hands and feel the grasping sensation of a reality with no more...
Jan 19th
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Jan 18th
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Jan 17th
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I think I might be addicted to reading
pizzadeliverybox: rrutger: pizzadeliverybox: I always forget the time. I’ve been reading for eight hours non stop. I’ve read two books today. woah that is sort of disturbing haha  I knowwww I just can’t stop when I’ve started reading, I feel this urge to finish the book Yay for reading! :D Another person now understands my urge to read all the time!
Jan 17th
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I feel so out of line in this world. Like everything is moving and I’m standing still left behind questioning everything. I feel disconnected from even my bestfriends for some reason - I just want to be alone and yet, be with someone. I feel terrible that hey, the only time I ever got to look at my great grandma’s weathered face was at her funeral. I feel like I’m lost and not lost all at the same...
Jan 16th
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Jan 12th
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“Human beings are funny. They long to be with the person they love but refuse to...”
– Sigmund Freud (via quotewhore) It hurts. To have this great want of shouting, “I LOVE YOU!” when you truly do mean it to your friend but you cannot - things musn’t change for the worse because, what if your feelings are never returned? What if you live with this strangling love...
Jan 12th
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In a few months, I’ll be 16. 16 years of my life, and what have I done in this world, besides living? I want to do something. I want to be a part of something bigger.
Jan 11th
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Jan 11th
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nononononono
rrutger: why am i such a fucking failure at everything i’m just so paranoid i’d never be able to get a girlfriend. i do not trust anybody. everybody tells things about me behind my back. girls will cheat on me. fucckckckfkfkfuckfcc  SHUT UPP!! You’re a sexy mofo. I’d have thought you already have one: you have mad drawing skills too, sexy, and are just plain awesome! GARSH.
Jan 11th
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